OK well last night I was successful at work even though it was possibly the hardest thing I have ever done. Most nights we don't have food served to us but we can buy something in the store. Well last night Target did such a nice thing by feeding us lunch. It just so happens that I couldn't eat it but I had to sit in the break room with 30 other people enjoying food. It was so freaking hard to watch them eat and enjoy the food so much. I just sat there and drank my water with my mouth watering.
Today, I can tell I'm a little more on edge than I have been the last 2 days but I'm trying hard to fight it. When I feel myself needing to snap I just simply remove myself from the room and gather my thoughts and then I feel better. Hopefully the 3 days hump will be over sooner than later.
Also, this is the first day that I truly have to be awake for a lot of hours so just say a little prayer for me. It seems that if I get to get some sleep I feel a little better.
All this said I'm still going strong and have no intentions to quit this journey anytime soon. Keep checking back for updates.