Basically, I have come to the conclusion that I can do no more at this point...It is what it is. That doesn't take the nerves away but it calms them a little bit. I have also become a little bit of a meteorologist today. I have gotten 6 text messages today asking if I knew what the weather forecast was Saturday. I know, it is 60% chance of rain and thunderstorms and 45 degrees. That will just make it memorable right?!?!?!
One thing I am enjoying very much is the week prior to the race diet and exercise plan. I get to eat lots and lots of complex carbs to build up a storage. And the workouts, oh, REST REST REST. I actually went to run this morning but I was alone, I know I can run alone but I didn't want to. So no run this morning, but I did do Zumba this afternoon. I will swim tomorrow night for just a little bit and then have a short run planned on Wednesday and then nothing else for the rest of the week. NOTHING!!!!!
Needless to say I will probably put on a few pounds this week but since I haven't been weighting who will know? That is another reason I am ready for this run. I have become so focused on this race over the last few months that I have really prepared more for a race than weight loss. I am ready for the focus to be back on the weight loss. I am ready to hit that 100 pound mark and ready to be out of the 200's. This is the new focus after Saturday. I will keep running but instead of being consumed by it I will just be using it as a workout and less of a obsession.
The night has been full of trying to figure out what I am going to wear tomorrow for my Christmas concert. Its not like the other concerts I have been a part of...its a Country Christmas. Well, I don't have any country attire. Yes, I am from the south but I do not own cowboy boots, a cowboy hat, or a belt buckle and if I did I wouldn't wear them in public. So I have been racking my brain tonight and going through my closet and I still have no idea what I am going to wear. Hopefully I can come up with something by tomorrow morning.
I think I will channel Dolly and Porter, I have the
boobs hair color of Dolly and hopefully I can find a suit like Porter.
When I start my day tomorrow morning I will not get to come back to my house until after the show tomorrow night so I have to figure this thing out, but I wanted to blog first. So hope you all enjoy your beds while I continue rifling through my closet.