Tuesday, March 29, 2011

New Normal

Well I am slowly getting back into the swing of things here in my world.  This week it was back to work and back to the gym.  Its just all of these things with so much more on top.

I really do want to workout but I have been trying to go at times that are not normal for me because I get caught up talking and then cannot get a workout in.  I really feel uncomfortable at the gym. (No true:  I am uncomfortable in public)  I made one lady cry just by walking in the door and I can clear a room with no trouble.  Today is actually the first time since Monday of last week that I will go and workout on my regular schedule. 

Everything is a little more challenging at this very moment.  I wasn't expecting Tuesday to happen the way it did, obviously, and it has turned everything upside down.  I still feel like I am floating a little bit.  I promise I will try not to talk about my mom constantly but right at this very moment that is what is on my mind. There is stuff to get done!

I have missed so much blogging every night.  I come here and vent and talk about my day.  I am not trying to avoid y'all, I promise, I have been without Internet  for over a week now.   And other than my mother's funeral I have not done much else. I will post every chance I get but I just don't know when that will be over the next week or so. 

Thanks so much for your kind words during this time and I hope things will be back to a "new" normal soon.


Jane said...

You take your time. Your readers will be here waiting when you find the time to write. This is about you and your healing and everyone knows that.

And this is YOUR blog. So you write about your mom all day if you want to. Your readers are probably already invested in you and your life anyway, and this is a part of that.

Hang in there. Prayers going up for YOU.

Melinda said...

These things are so hard and you are doing the best you can. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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