Monday, August 29, 2011

Being a Blogger is Sooooo HARD!!!!!

Ha ha that is the funniest blog title ever!  Being a blogger is quite possibly the easiest thing in the world.  I sit at a computer and talk about my feelings and make about $0.03 a month doing it.  How does it get any easier than that.  But then schedules and ballgames and life get in the way of my sitting around time.

To be honest, the reason I haven't posted is because I am finding it kinda hard writing a blog about becoming thin because I am running in the opposite direction faster than I run on the road.  I feel a little bit like a hypocrite, my diet has been so wretched that I am embarrassed.  I am still getting in my workouts but since my eating sucks I am basically cancelling things out at this point. 

I could come up with a thousand excuses of why I am not doing great right now.... Yes!  My mom died and I ate my feelings for a month!  But that only gets sympathy for about 5-10 pounds so its not really fair.  Yes!  I am busy.  I have a thousand jobs and a huge family and ballgames and workouts.  Hell, so does everyone else in the world.  I would rather be busy and play with my family any day than not have them.  It's just an excuse!!!!!!!!!!  I'm not using those as EXCUSES for my weight know what has happened....I lost my balance.

So, I will continue to post, (you know my truth now....embarrassment) and hopefully I will be able to find more of a balance.  I will eat better so my workouts will be better and more effective, and I will workout harder because I will be fueling my body better.  I just have to find it again.  I also hope to find this balance sooner rather than later.  I need to get it back because I feel fat and out of shape and I am ready to feel like me again! 

1 comment:

dianne :) said...

Em, you can do it...I have faith in you!

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