Alrighty, sorry I didn't post as the week ended but I have this philosophy of not posting when I'm pissed off, but since its more than 24 hours later and I'm still pissed so I thought I might as well post. So here goes, I'm pissed because I weighed in on Friday so I could see what all was left before my final weigh in. I had not weighed in two weeks and was really thinking I was going to have a great number. It should have been 5-7 pounds each week so you can imagine my surprise when I got a 6. A FREAKING 6! Two weeks of hard work, pushing my body to every limit and a freaking 6!
I just knew I could hit my goal for the end of the month and that just took the wind out of my sails. I can still do it, but what was in reach is now going to take a really really long arm. Don't worry, I'm not going to give up, I am still pushing towards the goal with all I have but I just don't know anymore.
I have to re-evaluate what I'm got to do this last week of the month. I know for starters I have to do more in the gym and burn some more calories. I don't really have the option to eat less because I'm really at the minimum intake I can be right now. I only can burn more.
So I am going to have to find some more hours to hit the gym, lunch, after work, no TV time for a week, no resting on the couch, just work work work work. I have to hit my goal and I am not going to just lay down because it seems too out of reach.
So here goes to the final week of the month.
I'm trying to be positive...really trying....but my body is so sore, my belly is really thinking it is hungry, and my feelings are hurt that I didn't get the weight loss I wanted. Tomorrow is the last day I have to prep before the official beginning of the week (but I haven't let up this weekend yet) and I have to pack up for the entire week so there wont be anytime wasted packing bags and cooking dinner, nope, every waking hour will be dedicated to burning calories and hitting my Phase One goal!
Wish me luck this week!